I slim down?

Ah??? Serious? I lose weight? Did I ???? I did not really realise that I've lose weight?
From the picture I cant see any difference wei, my face is the same, usual BIG! LOL I guess, stress from work I think, obviously my back slim down because I can feel the bra strip keep on going down at the back. I got no choice but to tight it to the second button. LOL.  Sounds funny... However, people who meet me, see me almost everyday ofcoz they cant sense any. If a long lost friend, when they saw me, they will say, Hey you, slim down ah u! LOL! An unusual lose weight, dont ask me how do I lose weight coz I really got no idea about it. LMAO. Even my dad said, you slim until ass also tarak!!! LOL!!

Ok, Im not going blog anything that made me superb upset for a thing happened last week!! NO!!!

Alright, well, I guess Im going to blog about my weekend time instead! I spent almost every weekend for the coming Merdeka day celebration practice! So called P53 la FYI. Lol. I can see alot of improvement of perfomers! They are very self-discipline! Another victory!! Blog more after the event officially end!

AH!!! Oh my, Im gonna take part for Sept Matta fair again!!!!!!!! GOSH!!! Gimme a break!!! This last minutes things destroy lots of my plan. wedding dinner, celebration, saloon appointment, etc etc.Im so fed up.. =S

I've not been pato with the bf for the last 1 mth I think, more than 1 month I guess, both of us took part in this P53, therefore got no time to spend together la. ISH >.< , doesnt matter la, time passed, we will be back very soon .... Tee Hee...

I guess, No more updates. No mood ah.. Crazy baby

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Grown up..

How are you my dear friend? Im back with an emotional heart, too many things happened recently.. uncountable.. Dono which to update first..
My last entry was on April, seriously forgot to blog for almost 02months time already.. As usual, work at the same company, there is too much conflict happened among colleagues, is this related to new office fengshui?or the company structure itself? I seriously got no idea about it, thou, I just do my job, keep silent and less talking in the office, that's what my survive strategy in d office. People will not appreciate what have you done, they will just point at ur mistake and nvr voice out until they gossip everywhere. This is what I experienced. I got no choice but to get used to office politic, Im 22years old, moving fast to this kind of realistic environment.. and Yes, this is human being, this is.. LIFE...

Talking about myself, having fun with my new toy- D90, Hehe, I need to get much more improvement, still not statisfy with my photo taking skill.. slowly.. I will be proff.. Konon..

Oh ya, the Beijing tour was a success!  nvr had this kind of feeling b4, seeing old faces, saying Hi to them, easy to get around.. Hehe.. I guess I gained more experience, talkative compared to last time Shanghai.. Hehe.. I miss my tour members.. hehe.. they are so kind, funny, talkative especially after Gala dinner- Drunk.. Shhhh... hehehe..

Just back from Cambodia, was a success toooo!! The 'orguiniser' was very very helpful and friendly, I guess this time is the only oversea tour that I've nvr bring big luggages & jackets. The weather there is freaking unpredictable, sekejap rain, sekejap sunny... Lol..

Nxt week Im going to Johor Pulai Spring as an advance team for a group of 300++ peoples. Being first time for runner, everything I must have to RUN I guess... LOL... I dun mind suffer, get scolded,

get blamed, as long as I can learn more, gain more thru out these period, thats all I want! =)

Upcoming event, 8.31 merdeka day!! For the sure taking part team SMG! I will be one of them! Role as controller I think? Hehe, such a long time we nvr get together to do performances! Cant wait to get start of it! The sad thing is, I might be absent for some of the practices due to I will be oversea that time..

My upcoming tour
July - Pulai Spring, Johor
July - Legend International waterhomes, PD
Aug- Hatyai
Sept- Hkg
Jan2011- Jogja
Apr2011- KK

Excitement awaits meeeeeeeeee

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Lost

I'm lost, where do I start with? which one first? blog abt what?

Shoot, abandoned my blog for such a long time, I miss those time used to blog once / twice a week. Now I got no idea what to blog about. Seriously I got no time to update la..

If you are a close friend of mine, probably you will hear me saying BALIA and OR SI also not free nowadays..these words oways come out from my mouth lately.. LOL

What made me sounds extremely busy la? What else leh? MY WORK LAAAA, no jokes the past few months are my busiest day in my working life in this company

Business dah jadi baik, tapi busy like hell loh..

What made people travel so often now? How come so many group departures la? Many thanks to the H1N1 last year, we wished the virus come again so that we will be freeeeeeeeeeeee! *Touch wood* LOL

The viruses now are not spreading anymore like last time I guess? Or maybe totally out of topic. Therefore those company incentive trip are coming in.. that’s the main reason why la..

The passed 2 months have been superbly busy, and I cried because certain things that I’ve never done before, expected me to do it all myself! Instead, I gotta do it with only 06days left!

Can you imagine the situation? With no guidance from other colleagues, not to say there are not helpful is just because everyone is busy with their work I understand.

And I gotta do it all alone, now, when I look back what I’ve done, I cant believe myself done so muchhhhh. How come I could do the extreme thing with such short period? Sounds like mission impossible! Perhaps wisdom from Gohonzon I guess. and definately have achieved something throughout these months.

Today is Saturday, and yes Im now inside office. LOL. Blogging LOL.

There is so much work awaiting me to accomplish but still Im blogging.. LOL.

And my dearest colleague Dora has left the company for 01 month I think, I miss her! We gambateh kudasai together-gether okay? Muahh..

By the way, Pino has become braver to solve problem.

Oh ya, have I mentioned I bought one Nikon D90?! OH YA! I OWNED IT NOWW!! =D

I'm looking forward for my Beijing trip. Hope it will be the better one. Be confident!

P.i.n.0 1.08pm

T.O.U.G.H

Blog, a place for me to express my feeling here. Maybe I'm not good in my grammar, perhaps I just wan to throw our my feeling deep inside my heart tru my bloggie, as usual no matter happy or sad.
Anyway, this week, has been a tough week for me. I din tell anyone of my friend that I'm having a big problem here. I doesnt want to spread the news out before make any decision. And I know myself that whenever I share this to my friend, I will surely guarantee cry out loud. No jokes seriously serious.

Now, its time to spread out the news. Me myself, will be buying a brand new car- MYVI. Before this CNY, the new car will be here. Sounds happy right? Got new car to drive woh. But I cant find any reason for myself being happy by the way. Frankly speaking Im not ready for the CAR yet. However, due to many reason, I got no choice but to the buy car after long consideration. I din really discuss it with my parents. But FYI, Im not driving the new car, I will still maintain to drive my own car. But installment and down payment I will bear it half with my dad. Whatever is it, The matter I've worried about has become reality, now, its time for me to grow up and experience the monthly commitment. As what my colleague told me, why you look so down, to own a car during young is better than when you get older. Yes and No loh. But I actually got a plan after 2009 and after I got my bonus, I wanna get myself an insurance, just a normal plan will do, pamper myself with a DRSL camera Nikon D90, and save some money into fixed deposit account. Now, all gone.  No more happy ending.

Just now, I counted on my monthly income, starting Feb 2010, after deduct car installment, petrol, mom pocket money, daily lunch, I have only left RM 500nett to survive every month, I cant simply eat, shop, yumchar, buy etc. Tight my wallet everyday so that I wont over spent.

Have a look at me, a girl turning 22years old, I dont know whether it is okay with me or not. no matter how, Life's tough, but I will still move on. experience the monthly commitment. Sooner or later, Move on to next stage - BUY HOUSE, GET MARRIED, HAVE MY OWN KID.....hope that time I will still remember to blog this. =)


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